| Eating Books |
November 1, 2000 |
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This one is quite short
as I was unable to remember most of the October 30 to November 2 dreams.
The Dream:
I am in a library type area and I
have to move like 30 books. I can not carry them all so in an effort
to get them all moved, I have eaten about 23 of them. There are 7 or
so left (some of them are even the same books) and I try to eat another
book. I put the book in my mouth and turn it so about a third of it
is in my mouth and I just keep thinking, there is no way I can eat even
one more of these. So I take the book out and I pick up the
remaining 7 and I pack them so I can carry them away.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Well, I am certainly full of
something here. The eating of books could be voracious reading -
which I do. Eating up information - which I do. Full of ideas,
till I am puking on it, which I am. I don't know why there are so
many of them or why some of them are the same book. It doesn't
appear that one would need more than one copy of a single book but then
dreams rarely make logical sense.
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| John Cuzak |
November 3, 2000 |
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The Dream:
MMI work was piled on my
desk. Its Wednesday and I just realized that I forgot to do the
payroll the day before and today is payday. So I am running
around trying to get to the payroll and see if they can speed it up and
get it to me on time so I don't get into trouble. There are stacks
of AR checks and mail all over my office. John has set my radio and
has obviously been working from my desk. The Telephia people are
supposed to visit today and my office is a disaster.
I am in a tree. I think I am
talking to a couple of employees who are still on the ground. I
don't know what I am doing in this tree except that I seem to have a
different perspective or something.
I am trying to get dressed and I have
a green jacket on with a gray skirt. I am thinking how nice I look
and then decide I should take off my slip. As I hike up my skirt, I
realize that I have a green dress on from the day before. So I have
like two sets of clothes on. I find this a bit disturbing but my
attention is drawn to my sister who has items sitting on a shelf and she
is talking to me. Then the phone rings and my mother is on the line.
A mob / cult group is moving through
the woods and we are trying to keep up and they slow down to
"let" us keep up. When we reach the clearing, they are
doing all kinds of mock sex acts and there are small children
present. I think initially (my first glance into the things
occurring) it was worse but "I" changed it so it didn't look so
bad in the dream. It was disturbing for me, the initial sighting ,so
I changed what I didn't like. The rest of the scene changes very
quickly after that.
John Cusack (cryer?) is producing a
movie and we are at the opening premiere of "Rainbow" and as
John appears on stage, they introduce him as Mr. Winona Rider (like he is
her husband or something).
Sandra and I are talking to this bag
lady or witchy type person. She has a bag of cool things which she
sells. Like a purple velvet apron with a black cat on it.
Sandy and I both take one and there are a couple of other things we want
and then she brings out this box of kittens. I am drawn to this soft
black kitten and I think I am going to take it home but then I become
equally drawn to a gray kitten and a tiger stripped kitten. I am
trying to get others to take them and then I start thinking, do I really
want this responsibility? I am about to tell the old lady that I
can't take any of them.
We are waiting in a restaurant and
its pretty packed and two women come in. They are lesbians and one
of them is upset so the other one starts having sex with her and we are
like what the heck! Why doesn't the restaurant ask them to leave or
something. Hector is there cracking jokes, there are about 6 people
in our party.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Seems as though I am dealing with
some clutter here and with a new perspective, I might be able to see
things clearer. There is some negative aspects I need to take a look
at because the sections that involved sex were both a little disturbing
for me. And, lets not forget that I am wearing yesterdays clothes
under today's clothes...that has to be a metaphor of some sort.
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| Big Cat |
November 2, 2000 |
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The Dream:
The Big Cat is stalking me.
and since I've been told that you can talk to animals and whatever in
dreams. (don't remember ever doing it though) I ask it what it wants. It
doesn't say anything as it walks around me. So I ask it again to tell me
what it wants. It comes up to me, I feel no fear, and it starts to gnaw on
my head. It's a very odd sensation and I don't understand it so I try to
stay with the sensation and all I get is that the cat is eating my head
& I am conscious of it the whole time. There was no pain.
I dreamed I was sleeping
and woke up and this guy was stealing from out house. I go into the room
and he is still taking things & see that both computers are gone and
he even took the desks. I start crying and I tell him this is the forth
time. He is trying to comfort me. He is a rather thin white guy and I
don't see his face but he has a scar on his chest like a lighter from a
car was pushed into his chest. It seems like he is explaining to me why he
has to take the stuff & I know there is no point in asking for it
back. Much later, months pass, and I am talking to Andy and I am upset
kind of because I am somehow pregnant and I realize it belongs to the
robber & that he might have stolen my computers but I stole something
from him too.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Coming Someday
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| Africa |
November 5, 2000 |
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The Dream:
I am on a big boat and we are
vacationing. Penny and Greg are there and Andy, Jeanne and Hector and
sometimes they become my parents. We are floating through these waters
around islands and we can see animals on the shore . It was weird because
there were a bunch of Lemurs (Lemmings) on one side and something odd like
giraffes on the other side. I am pretty excited. I am clinging around this
rock post on our ship because it is pretty crowded. I think I decide to go
to our room and the dream shifts to a cabin, same group. Somebody has led
us in but now they are like, I got to get going before the sergeant
catches me. We are in more of a jungle area. I hear the sergeant coming so
I turn on the shower. It comes on when the doors are closed and each time
I open the doors the shower shuts off. I am trying to run water to conceal
the noise of this guys escape. When the sarge shows up, He is all militant
but everything looks cool to him so he leave.
I am in Africa now, still traveling and I need to take a shower. I am
running across this big range and as I go I am pulling my shirt off over
my head. I am still outside and as I run I think, wow this must be what it
is like to be a native in Africa, running around with no shirt on.
Rod is supposed to meet me for lunch at 1:35, there is nobody in the
office, not even me as I am standing at a car talking to Andy about my
lunch plans. I think Jeanne is working with me.
I am in a hotel room and I call Penny and Greg. Penny answers the phone
and I say something trying to disguise my voice and I hear her cover the
phone and tell Greg its Brigitte, like it is a secret but it was supposed
too be funny (It was). It is 1:35 in the afternoon and Penny and Greg
still haven't checked out of their room yet.
Sitting with Jeanne and Hector and talking about how their new house
doesn't have a garage and therefore when it snows their cars are exposed.
It shifts to where Andy and I are like in a pen and what I think is a
yard. Something is burrowing under the ground, its small and very quick. I
watch it pop up outside the fence and it is a hedgehog. I hear they are
friendly so I try to call it over. At first it leaves and then it comes
back and I start petting it. I pick it up and cuddle it, it is very sweet.
Then another thing shows up and Andy gets it. I thought it was something
else but it is a small back kitten and I don't realize this until Andy
says lets keep him separate from the others because he is infected. I look
and we have three other kittens in a bag and I hand the hedgehog to Andy
while I check the black kitten and it does have fleas. I am wondering if I
shouldn't put it back out but then I think I can't let it fend for itself
- it is too small.
Carl is teaching and I am mad at him. So I take my seat and I start
playing a tape recorder and writing down the codes which seem to be a
random sequence of numbers and letters. He knows I am pissed because he is
holding back on me, I feel. He is teaching and the students are raising
hands and stuff and I just keep on doing my tape recorder because I know
he can hear what is being said and I know that he can not help but be
impressed about it. One girl raises her hand and asks for aspirin and he
says he believe I had some for the class and I share them but I resist the
urge to say that I paid for the aspirin and they are definitely mine but I
don't mind sharing.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Coming Someday
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| Que Sabe |
November 6, 2000 |
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The Dream:
I was in Mexico with Elise. I kept
saying "No Sabe" or "Que Sabe". I think I was trying
to get a job. It was alot of fun either way.
I am at a little resort type area. Andy and I keep going somewhere maybe
to meet Sean. We have bikes, cars and boats. The last time, Sean has
putzed us across the lake in a motorboat and I am climbing out on the
dock.
We keep ending up at this really nice house, the backyard has 2 hot tubs
and a pool. I have been here before. Old people own the house but they
seem really cool, like they know we sneak in and use the
"facilities" but they don't mind. This time we are invited. They
have a really wide 2 car garage with really fancy ornate windows. The sit
up a hill on a lake. As we drive around to the front, they have a big bar
/ counter affixed in their front / side yard and there is like a barbecue
pit. I was thinking how cool it would be and visualize all my friends
gathered around and sitting at the counter. It was cool, as we drove off,
I notice that they have put the "Sealing" cushions on the hot
tubs to close them up for the year.
My mother has moved us into a new apartment but something is not quite
right about it. We seem to be pretty crowded and there is a 2" gap
under the back door and I am like, things could just walk in that door. I
already saw a lizard / chameleon running on its hind legs through the
apartment. It was a gorgeous iridescent green. I had cut myself and Jeff
brought me a bag of bandages but he said he needed them back because he
was buying them in bulk and then shows me bottles of Advil and something
in a pink package like milk of magnesia or pepsid or something.
Carl is showing me a report Andy did for him and then he asks me if I can
do it again. I am like what is wrong with this one and Carl is like, oh
its all fucked up and I am like so fix it. Communicate to Andy what you
want and fix it. I am pissed off and I go stomping away and I am walking
up and down streets. I have to squeeze past a woman because the hedges
stick out too far and it is hard to pass on the sidewalk. One place I am
walking down stairs but they suddenly become large drop offs from each
step. From 3 to 8 foot drops. I seem to land completely straight, flat
feet on the ground even though I think there is no way I could. I end up
at a gate to a party and I am telling a guard that I am just passing
through but secretly hoping I can catch a glimpse of our host.
I am playing a game with Sandra. There are soapstone's and each soap stone
can have multiple extensions on it (like if you lead with king of hearts,
you can follow with each of your hear stones or cards). So as all I have
left are the stones which can be played as is (trump cards - basically)
with no lead in. I obviously win because Sandra never gets a chance to
play hers because the rule is I play until I can't play anymore, then it
is her turn.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Coming Someday
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| Ocean Resort |
November 11, 2000 |
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The Dream:
I am in Florida, on the ocean, and
we are at a resort. Only it doesn't look much like a resort. We have dug a
big pool in the sand so we can swim there instead of the ocean. Chuck says
he is starving and can we go eat now and I say oh its so late if we don't
swim first, we won't get to today. I look out and the pool we dug has
somehow drained itself. We are nibbling on Halloween candy to tie us over
until we eat. I am waiting for my mom to come out of the shower or
someplace. As we eat this candy, an older man said he lived out in the
country so he hardly ever got any trick-or-treaters. I tell him that he
should get himself to be known for really nice treats and then kids will
travel from all over so he can see them on Halloween. We are eating these
chocolates and most are medallion type things and I see where somebody has
bitten into a chocolate bunny that had a green center, like a jelly
substance which does not look appealing. There is another one that looks
like cream or marshmallow filling so I go take a bite out of that.
Tanya was going through her mail and she found a piece that had only just
arrived with a February postmark.
At the resort, I did some sort of time slip and I ended up in the 1940's
or so and I remember thinking that blacks were probably not allowed to
stay here. There were blacks working there and I thought maybe I would ask
them but then thought that might not be a good idea. It seems that there
is a couple or family here that we usually meet lower in the state but
this time, we traveled to where they usually stay their second week of
vacation to be near them.
There was this hug. This man put his arms around my waist and pulled me in
and had his other arm around my shoulders. He didn't seem like mother /
father / brother / sister / friend or lover. He felt very safe, comforting
and as if I disappeared into him. Home. Nothing sexual, just a deep
overwhelming sense of completeness.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Coming Someday
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| Hooker / Cop |
November 12, 2000 |
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The Dream:
The dreams starts sort of normal and
I am "dating" this guy, and I know there are at least 2 of them
that I am "dating" and it shows me one sec scene which is pretty
graphic so I will leave it out here. I think that I normally charge $60 an
hour (that's too damn cheap) and I am thinking that I will probably have
to charge this guy $90. Within the dream, I am fantasizing that I could do
this for a living and never have to work again. Even though this guy is a
"John" he treats me more like a girlfriend and there seems to be
some king of mutual respect and trust (odd considering).
Well the dreams shifts, quite a bit actually, and he is bringing a friend
over for me to meet. I don't know if I realized I was supposed to have sex
with the friend or not, but both guys are really big and fairly handsome.
Well, somehow the sex ensues and I will pass the graphic stuff here also,
and then it gets out of hand, too rough. They end up beating me up,
ransacking my place and robbing me.
The next scene, I am walking through the police station to file charges
and people are saying hi to me as if they know me and stuff. I am filing
charges of rape, robbery and battery. Apparently, I am an undercover cop
and everybody is asking me how I am doing and what is up and I am pissed
or disappointed because my cover has obviously been blown which was why I
was beat up by this old "John" that I was trying to sting.
Well, I go home and I am carrying groceries. I suddenly have two kids with
me. (where were they the rest of the dream?) There are 4 ladies across the
way, leaving their apartment. The kids had been trying to talk to them but
they keep ignoring them. It seems they are speaking a foreign language
like Hungarian and I interrupt them in the same language and they all look
at me surprised and start talking. They didn't even realize the kids were
talking to them because they didn't understand the kids so they didn't
hear them.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Coming Someday
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| Fathers
Money |
November 12, 2000
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The Dream:
There are a group of us at maybe the
old McDonalds and we are definitely split by teams. There are three guys
on a team, very good looking and I am on a team with other girls. One of
us is really good at this roller blade'ing thing where we sling out into
the main road skidding on our butts or knees, I think its me. One of the
guys, impressed says 'she is one tough lady'. He had a proposition for her
that included a movie and sex with at least two of the guys if she wants
to (some deal). One of the girls needs more practice and while they are
helping to teach her it comes up that she needs to pay some sort of fee so
we watch her go into the woods to this old table where she reaches under
the table and pulls out a wad of cash.
Well, one of the guys follows her and when he sees this, he realizes that
she is an heiress and we flash to a scene where the lawyer and everybody
is telling her what she has inherited and it seems like it is just an old
table, so everybody leaves her alone for a moment of silence as if they
feel sorry for her. They leave and she reaches under the table and pushes
this spring activated thing and out pops a wallet, somebody - somewhere in
my mind says "just like a good (Christian, Amish, business,
something) man, her father hid his money under the table." Her father
apparently always hid his money under the table.
She opens the wallet and there isn't much cash in it but there are slots
within the wallet holding change and the voice again says "you can
put your change into specific slots." There are coins there already.
We flash back because the girl realized this guy has seen her
"Stash" and he knows her "Secret" and she has suddenly
become rather glamorous and very blond, pony tail, dressed in designer
sweats or something and shows up at this door. He is in a cabin out in the
woods. Did I mention he was beautiful. This becomes all soap opera-ish and
he invites her into his cabin and starts telling her he would like her to
be in a movie and is trying to bribe her by offering her sex and fame. She
looks like she is excited, interested, something but she is playing him
and that's all I remember.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Coming Someday
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| Aliens |
November 13, 2000
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The Dream:
I am on a train in the mountains,
there are others with me but I don't recall who they are. We are meeting
my sisters and family in the mountains. There is something odd about the
train but I can't remember what it is. When I get off, my brother is there
with my sisters. They have been staying in campers in the woods and its
cold, snow on the ground, my brother has been sleeping in the back of
somebody's car. Back to the train, its erratic and at one point it seems
that someone just picked up the track and snapped it against the earth
knocking all the side pieces, wood props under the rails loose and then
set the rails back down on the ground.
I am somewhere with Barb, Marcus and Charlie. I think there are other
adults present and my cats are there. The kids are being great with the
cats which really surprises me, the cats are loving it.
Aliens are abducting people so we make ourselves invisible with some sort
of electronic force field and follow them to their ship. We are standing
in a circle there and somebody says, what do we do. Well, some other guy
says, we're invisible lets just go into the ship and get our friends back.
So we do this but when we beam up to the ship, we are all standing there
in a circle with the aliens and I realize that we are no longer invisible.
They can see us plain as day. I almost laughed. Then the aliens start
prodding us in little igloos with 1 to 3 people per igloo. I think I was
trying to get in a pod with one of the kids so they will not be as scared
but I don't think I made it.
I am in a cafeteria like in high school and I was waiting for this pie
called "next best thing to Robert Redford" but when I finally
get up to the counter, a swarm of people rushed in and there wasn't any of
it left. I started to throw a little tantrum because I was patiently
waiting my turn. I don't know if I got my pie or not...it seems to me that
I might have ended up with something with cherries in it.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Coming Soon
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| Horse
Crap |
November 13, 2000
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The Dream:
We are in some kind of music class
from when I was in 5th grade. There is a little dancer about 3 years old
and she is in a green polka dot dress but when she spins around her top
falls down but like a little trouper, she keeps spinning and spinning
until her mom comes out and picks her up and then gives her a bottle of
milk and I am thinking that she shouldn't have a bottle at three years old
but what do I know. There is also a small boy singing his heart out (not
very well, I might add) and he is somebody's son...like third in a
row...Frank Sinatra, Frank Sinatra Jr. and this small boy and I am
thinking how sad it is that this boy is being forced into the business
when he doesn't really look like he is enjoying it much.
There was some sort of demonstration, a parade, or race involving horses
and they were magnificent creatures. Several of them had already passed by
and this one black horse started around the circle, pretty fast and
totally wiped out. It was horrible and the guy jumped off his back and
into the snow but suddenly we watch in horror as its reigns get tangled up
in this passing vehicle (truck pulling a trailer) and is being dragged
through the now. The rider runs after the truck yelling and gets tangled
in the reigns as he tried to use a knife to cut the horse free. The horse
gets freed and slides off the road into a snow bank. It looks pretty
banged up but probably ok. The guy chases the truck down but the truck
doesn't seem to know that anything has happened.
We follow the search and end up at a place in the country and I keep
thinking that maybe the people are deaf and that's why they didn't hear
the guy yelling at them about the horse. The family was kind of strange
and I stand by that thought that they might be deaf. The son of the rider
is asking where the driver is, there is a whole ma and pa kettle feel to
the family. They start talking about a deer that they had killed and they
had the hind and tongue and the guy says the tongue is his favorite part
so they invite him to dinner and the daughter who is very pretty but 300+
pounds pulls up a chair and has the son sit on her lap. It looks kind of
humorous. I leave to continue to look for the driver and end up walking
back to my hotel through a bunch of horse shit. Its sticking to the bottom
of my boots. At the hotel I am staying in, its quite elaborate, oriental
rugs, old gas light sort of torchieres. I try to wipe most of the horse
shit off of my boots and I am standing in the hall when some girl (Kat or
Pam?) walks up and says basically "I hate to tell you this but you
have horse shit all over your boots". I tell her I know and we start
walking own a hallway and there is an old vending machine with cigarettes
for $2.25 and I comment on how cheap that is and then think maybe I am not
in present day time because they would be at leas a buck higher today. We
are waiting for gondolas to take us back down to our part of the hotel and
I am wearing a blue plastic bracelet on my right wrist, I notice everybody
has a bracelet of some color on their wrist and that this is how the
gondola operator knows who has paid for what. The gondolas are all glassed
in with mahogany benches and woodworking, glass curio cabinets, its very
antique looking and polished. Very posh. I am looking for a towel to wipe
my boots and (Kat / Pam) follows me and I show her that most of the horse
shit has already come off of my boots and I have already wiped the left
boot clean. I am asking her for a clean tissue and she is smoking and
hands me a cup, then something else, and then finally a tissue and I wipe
my right boot clean.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Coming Soon
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| Movie
References |
November 17, 2000
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The Dream:
There is a big CIC reunion where I
am re-employed with people like JD, Tim McCanless, Carl is there and Mary
is there but she now runs a 4th section of the company dealing with movie
production. I am sitting behind a guy that looks like Chris Sherwood only
older and a bit more mature. This older woman across the way has put her
phone on hold and is asking him how long he talks to a client before he
tells them when he really things and he says what exactly do you mean. She
says, before you breakdown and tell them they are complete morons. There
is a piece where I and two others break into song and I am on one verse
and they are on another but I am surprised that we even have the same
song. I think it is from American Pie, moss grows heavy on a rolling
stone. Mark Hoogenboom is telling how whenever there was a birthday he
would have somebody was his coffee cup and put a white dot on it and
Mary's coffee cup and put a green dot on it and then when the cake was
ready, they would call Mary and she would pop down real quick and grab her
green dotted cup and stay for a few minutes and take off.
It is near the end of the school year and I am about done with my classes.
I look back over my papers and I realize that I have almost passed them
all with decent grades. One class I thought I had done horrible in I had a
b- and I was checking to see when I took my other exams in the class and
it seems they were more like in class essays so I got like A-'s and stuff.
I seem to be in the middle of finals week but I feel fairly prepared as
though I am not going to sweat these exams coming up.
There was a woman who said she knew my mom an she was going to work for HR
Block this tax season and her boss had two think booklets she needed to
familiarize herself with before the season started. I asked if they might
hire me and she said probably and gave me the two booklets.
We were making a film, and a bunch of us girls ended up in the bathroom
and I think I am supposed to die in this film but it seems silly because
of the four of us, I am the one that has it most together. They leave
"Susan Lucci" with me to kill me off but I start telling her how
that's not really the best ending and wouldn't it be better if we killed
her, Susan, and made it a big finale, really gruesome and audience
catching and she is like yes, yes! She gives me a horse pin, rather large
and I am trying to pin it anywhere and put it on my butt, like how's that.
Horses ass, and I end up not wearing it at all.
June is going to the airport with many others and Penny and Greg
(sometimes it is Tanya and Frank) are staying at her house. Many people
piled into the back of a Cadillac Junie has borrowed to get them to the
airport. I think she is on her way to Paris.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Coming Soon
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| Message
Within Message |
November 16,
2000 |
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The Dream:
8:48 shows up twice in the dream and
when I wake up, it is 8:48 on the clock. Wine with Penny and Greg and we
are sampling bottles like the ones we bought from Easley's and Oliver's
winery.
I am at Pam's and I have taken her calendar to record dates and I see a
recipe on it and she needs Star Anise for it.
We are in the country or woods and there are guys, one of them has done
something wrong or bad and we climb into a vehicle and flee. At one point,
there is a dog chasing vehicles on the side of the road and it gets hit.
Then it gets back up and continues to chase cars.
We are in a friends episode, talking bout going on a cruise and staying in
a cabin. Rachel is talking about how Ross should go a week ahead of them
since they are no longer a couple but Ross looks more like Chandler and
then somebody warns Rachel not to forget that this guy has brought her
home some unpleasant surprises in the past (like disease).
I get the message that the message is within the message and that I need
to peal back the layers. It is repeated over and over within the dream
series.
There is a man on horseback, sleepy hollow style, as though in a vision.
Flashback to young girls tasting alcohol, the mothers and relatives
gingerly passing it out to the older ones but not letting the younger ones
have it.
I am in an apartment with locks on every door including my bedroom door.
There is a little girl there and I think she might be letting people in or
misleading people out.
I am in a blue dress with high heels and we are on a wharf or dock and
people are eating and as a joke the guy I am with pretends to throw me
into the water, in a panic, I reach back for my girlfriend who reaches for
her boyfriend and somehow we all loose our balance and all 4 of us fall
in. One of the workers has to move a red ladder over so we can climb out
of the water.
There is a big screen and a computer and you can bypass the keyboard and
go directly to the big screen. We are working on codes or something. There
is a man who sounds like a woman and he is showing me pictures.
Insights and
Interpretations:
Coming Soon
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| Digging
For Change |
November 18,
2000 |
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The Dream:
I was traveling and we were in an
old horse drawn carriage. We go from modern streets to old cobble stone
streets in an area that looks a bit like the French Quarter. We have to
stop for coffee or tea at this tea house and I run in with somebody and I
am looking at the different type of teas and I select a coffee like a
general foods Cafe Francais, only there are two, one with sugar and on
with just the cream. So I take the one with cream only. When I go to pay
the lady behind the counter looks like an old gypsy and she tells me the
total and I pull out a $5 bill and am digging for the change portion which
I don't think I have and I pull out a dime and a nickel then dig around
for more and I keep finding more. I think I need 43 cents and by the time
I am finished digging I see that I have alot more change than I thought in
my wallet and the old gypsy woman says laughingly that "You have the
power to make your money grow."
I am passing through Louisville KY and there are palm trees all over the
place and it looks like Florida and I comment on the palm trees being so
far north and somebody tells me that they planted a few and they just
continued to grow all over the place. Two things were brought up here -
one is that the climate is warming and Kentucky id going to look more like
Florida and two was that I had heard that a law was passed that the
government could remove plants that were transported in and not indigenous
to the area. But, the people wanted these palms here almost as if the
palms had actually migrated so the government left them.
I had a flashback to the property I grew up on and a two story house now
sits there. From the top floor I could see that the grounds were pretty
run down and much smaller than I remembered. I was picturing cleaning it
up and putting a pool in the backyard. It was very weedy and neglected.
Somebody is fly kites and have already crashed and shredded two in our
backyard. They have just launched number 3 and I am watching it approach
the wires in the yard and wondering why they don't take it further out
where it has a better chance of survival. They are pink and white, with
maybe some light blue in them. I don't see the last one crash.
Insights and
Interpretations:
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| Old
Dead Woman |
November 19,
2000 |
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The Dream:
There is an old woman in the kitchen
laying dead on the floor and there are two children dead on the kitchen
floor and a dead Doberman. The children look like they have been half
eaten by the dog and you find yourself in horror at the scene and think
good the dog died and feel sorry for the children. Then you flash back to
what really happened which was that the children cam into attack the old
woman and her dog was protecting her from them and the dog is winning an
killing the children, protecting the woman, when this man arrives and
kills the dog, then kills the old woman. The 3 kids are already dead and
he just leaves them. I have no idea where the man came from, where he went
to or who he was.
At a beach, I am swinging out all over the place, flying - I am so cool. I
have to find something and I am being led to it. I find a root, Ginger or
Ginseng in the water. It is a swampy type of area and I have pulled it up
from the water. It is almost as if I have been guided to find something
rare but it needs to be taken somewhere.
Insights and
Interpretations:
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| Foundation
of Monastery |
November 20,
2000 |
|
The Dream:
I am on a busy street with a group
and we are going to catch the bus. As I cross the street, I am next to a
cop and I look at him and say, "isn't this jaywalking?" He
scowls at me. The buss is getting ready to leave and I am hurrying to
catch it. I think it is #22 and I think I see a face I recognize so I run
after it even as it is pulling away. I have to push my way through the
back door. Everybody on board is cheering because the driver wouldn't
stop. I look around and I don't see any of my friends so I figure I mush
have got the wrong bus but its too late now so I sit down and try to
figure out where I am headed. I end up with a balloon or something and I
am hugging it with my eyes closed and I feel it start to float up and I am
upside down, and well, I am in the wrong place anyway so I figure it isn't
going to hurt for me to just go with this. I am in a ritzy neighborhood. I
pass a house that has a bunch of girls doing dance steps to what I think
is Brittany Spears as I woke up with it in my head, this indecision is
killing me. How funny. Anyway, I keep floating and it seems like I ended
up somewhere else before this next piece, but then this piece loops around
and I don't know if it was in the beginning or ending or both.
I am at this room, glassed in next to a lounge or garage area. There have
been people partying all night and I think Andy and I may have snoozed in
the hallway. Somebody cam in and I go, hey what are my cats doing outside
and I shoo them I n and the guy that came in ways that's probably how they
got outside was somebody yelling hey, how did you cats get inside and
shooing them out. It was funny and we all laughed. Andy and I don't live
here so the cats are sort of guests. The man and woman who own the house
are like this...the woman is very famous somewhat shallow but attempting
to take care of us in the manner guests should be treated. The guy seems
like the type that doesn't realize you are alive until he has to attend to
you and then there is nobody else in the world. He shows us his house down
on the cliff is connected by a built up rock path like a rock fence on
either side of it. I see all this open land around it and i ask if he owns
this land he says no, he owns the place we are standing one, the house,
and exactly one inch on either side of the rock path. As I look at his
house, I am thinking that it sucks because he has no room to add a pool or
a hot tub or anything and I tell him so. We fly up and over to the cliff
side and he explains that his house is built upon the old monastery
grounds to the top is actually the roof of the monastery and they have
turned the windows of the cliff into apartments and I see these large
glass windows down the cliff side of individual apartments. We descend to
the water way between the cliffs and it looks more like a man made area
with a shopping center type of atmosphere. The man starts talking to Andy
and ignoring me and we go up the stairs, at least 6 sets of them like
escalators, side by side. The men go off one way and I find myself skating
between people, on air and I am so skilled, so graceful as I do turns and
dips and I find I am snatching cookies as I go by. The whole area reminds
me of the pyramids in Las Vegas with the river Nile running through it
although I don't recall slot machines. I am heading back to the guys but I
am not sure I actually make it.
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| Artificial
Insemination |
November 21,
2000 |
|
Some of this dream is
kind of graphic so please keep in mind that you were forewarned if any of
it offends you.
The Dream:
This dream is school oriented.
I am on a large campus but it feels more like a high school. The
first scene I can remember is I am playing volley ball with a group of
girls in a fenced in area. We seem pretty familiar with each other
as though we are all friends. The next scene is that we are doing a
play or filming a movie (again with the illusion scenario). Ben
Affleck appears as a director, lead actor or something, there is an odd
attraction thing going on between us. He tries to start a
relationship or something but I kind of put him off because I know that
Matt Damon will be coming and I feel that Matt is really the person I am
supposed to be with.
I don't explain this to
Ben, and kind of hope that I won't have to. At one point, Matt has
arrived and he has separate quarters somewhere attached to the house and I
have to use the bathroom only I think it was really an excuse to have to
walk by where Matt is sitting because I don't think he has seen me yet.
As I walk by, I know he sees me and I kind of catch him out of the corner
of my eye but pretend I don't see him watching me. When I get to the
bathroom, I am like hiding, and the toilet is not attached to the floor,
it sits there free style and I think, gee I can't use this toilet anyway,
but there is one across the hall and when I look it is exactly the same
way, the toilet is free standing.
So I leave but the next scene is like I missed a conversation between Ben
and Matt and they were talking about how Matt (in a very immature giddy
boyish manner) was relaying his idea about artificial insemination and it
was very weird and Ben is trying to tell him it wont work but Matt is too
excited to really pay any attention plus his huge ego is getting in the
way because he thinks he has found a way to propagate without having to
involve himself in anyway. Well, I become the object of Matt's
project. But I don't know this, I am still thinking that he is
supposed to be the love of my live and we have an encounter...like he was
pursuing me for this one encounter and that was all. And, we didn't
have sex, meaning there was no penetration but he did all the same
movements and then he got up all excited and was explaining to me how he
had to scoop up his semen and put them into little blue, orange and green
capsules because he had this idea. He was so excited and I was a
little hurt, a little confused and a little pissed. I think I might
have been pissed at Ben too because I realized that he knew of Matt's plan
but did not tell me about it.
So, back to Ben. I am telling him how upset I am and that I need to
show Matt what this whole thing is about so he gets it emotionally but
about that time, Matt shows up. So I very quickly slip off my
panties, because I have been laying in bed with Ben in almost a brother /
sister type fashion talking this out to him. When Matt arrives, I
suddenly want it to look like we had had sex. Weird but I felt like
the number of times I could have sex was numbered and that I had already
used 2 or 3 out of 5 times. Anyway, I slip off these blue bikini
panties that have little moons and stars on them. Matt walks in all
excited, sees me kind of curled up pretending to be asleep, and Ben
explains to him that I basically turned to him for comfort because of the
way Matt treated me. So, Matt gets it and is kind of hurt and walks
away.
Ben meanwhile feels kind of bad about doing this to Matt but understands
my point also, and I am kind of grateful and I tell Ben, well since it
looks like we did it anyway...we could probably just do it. And he
says, no he doesn't think that would be a good idea because at the moment
Matt was working under a mistaken impression which cancels the possibility
that I will ever get back with Matt and pursue that relationship.
However, once things settle down, this can be cleared up and then the
truth can be told so there is no harm done other than to use the incident
as an example. So I agree for the most part, but am a little
disappointed because Ben is really much more gentle caring and attentive
than this ego oriented, high maintenance Matt. Feels like too much
work. Ben and I snuggle up and pretty much fade out of the dream at
this point. I think he is naked and I am in a long t-shirt.
The funny thing with this piece is that I actually feel very close and
intimate with Ben, as thought there is an understanding, a melding of
energies, a like mindedness, very close to his heart.
Insights and
Interpretations:
This is a pretty long dream and I
don't want to pick apart the whole thing because I would have to add
another 14 pages to the site. HAHAHA. The big deal here is the
illusion aspect of movie making. That I am participating in a
"Game" (volleyball) that is mostly illusion. A
second hint is that the volleyball might be a powerball reference as well
and the message may be that I am focused on the wrong aspect.
Especially as you can see I am bouncing between men here, trying to
support and then salvage one relationship while the other actually
provides me with everything I could ever possibly need. Fickle mind.
The bathroom represents
eliminating old crap, since if is freestanding, I think it means I can do
this symbolically or any way I choose so long as I get rid of it.
The Artificial insemination, odd because the colors for the capsules
correspond to the 2nd, the 4th, and the 5th chakra... security issues,
heart issues and communication issues. That could be very
significant information for me, because maybe I can fake myself out by
utilizing these chakras and releasing or pushing through emotions and
experiences that have a tendency to challenge me in these areas.
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| Night
Sun |
November 22,
2000 |
|
The Dream:
There is a group, my sisters, my
mother, Jeanne. I hear someone refer to their grandmother. I thought we
were at my moms old house, then I though it was Kenny's and it turns out
to my mine as I can tell from the end. I am supposed to meet Sandra and
another group of people who had gone out drinking. I went to bed instead
and when I woke up, my mom was just coming in and my sisters were trying
to decide if they wanted to go out or not. Its only midnight and I am wide
awake so I encourage my sisters to go with me. My sister is traveling with
a guy and a couple. As she is away, the guy she is with is telling me that
the other coupled (the guy was really cute and attentive to Tanya)
apparently Tanya used to date him, and then she is currently dating the
guy talking and she is trying to decide if she wants to meet the guy she
came into town to see. I think she is deciding against it. I call Kenny to
meet us and as I am making coffee, and his house or bedroom, more like it,
is right off the living room area. I can see a light up under his door and
hear loud music but he is telling me that it is too late to go out. I am
saying the night is young and we are arguing like a couple of kids tossing
insults. I know he is getting ready though. It is 1:11 in the morning and
all of a sudden, the sun starts to come out. Andy is in the basement and I
am yelling at him to hurry up because he has got to see this. Its very
bright and sunny, I can't believe it. I am thinking of eclipses and stuff
and see the blue of the sky behind the clouds. Suddenly, I hear a
helicopter that doesn't sound so good. The group of us are standing in my
kitchen and I look out a skylight and I see the helicopter is going to
crash. I tell everybody we should get down but it crashes into my kitchen
window before we get a chance. I am shocked for a moment but then I
realize that insurance will cover this so I start yelling, "Mamas
gonna get a new house!" Then I am yelling at someone to call 911 but
everybody is too pokey so I do it and I am trying to explain the situation
but the guys in the wreckage are already getting out of the copter only
now it looks like a motorcycle and the 911 operator asks me, "Did you
at least check the spark plugs?" and I say, no where is it. The guys
in the copter look unhurt and are milling around. They look foreign, like
Russians perhaps.
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| Clairvoyant |
November 23,
2000 |
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The Dream:
I am at a spiritualist church and
one of their things is that for new people who attend, a volunteer
clairvoyant person will do a reading for them. I think this is a way to
get newcomers to return. The odd thing is that I am sitting in a pew
facing the congregation, toward the middle of the church. The new person
is near me and the clairvoyant is doing her reading beside me. Why am I
facing the back of the church?
I am at a hotel and in the restaurant and most people have already eaten
and left, I have missed the rush. They have a lovely patio area set up
outside and I go to seat myself when another gentleman shows up and I
offer to sit with him. He politely refuses for some reason, meeting
someone, has to prepare notes for a meeting, something. Well, I am not
offended and I head toward my table again and somebody else shows up and I
ask if he cares to join me, same scenario, no he is meeting someone...this
happens three times. Next thing I know, I am sitting next to an old man
across from an old woman and I am explaining the events of the morning and
how I ended up sitting with them. I am crowded on the mans side so I ask
the lady if she can scoot and I sit next to her.
I am putting on make up, lots of it. There is a guy and a girl there
helping me, telling me what to put where. I am doing like one eye and my
lips and I keep thinking gee how different my eyes look with and without
make-up. Very strange experiment I am doing. I have just put orange blush
too much all over my cheeks (the rest of my face is purples and pinks,
soft and nice) and this orange peachy stuff looks very wrong. They guy is
telling me he told me not to use that color. I am frantically trying to
blend the color in and wipe it off at the same time. Somebody knocks on
the door and as I go to answer it, the guy is saying not to and look what
happened the last two times I answered the door. It wasn't such a hot idea
(I am thinking there are two people there and I must have opened the door
for both of them, so what part wasn't such a hot idea?). I look out the
peephole and Joyce is standing there. I open the door and let her in, she
is in a hurry, someone is following her. I go to lock the door and there
is a trick to the lock. I have difficulty getting it to relock. I notice
outside the door that someone has left samples of baby bottles, pampers,
rattles and crap like that. I start to take them in then think no if
someone were looking then these items make it look like I am not home
cause I didn't take them in, and inadvertently knock a few of them loose
and they fall to the ground. Joyce is nervous like she is hiding and we
let her kids in through the back door.
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| Taxi
Cab |
November 24,
2000 |
|
The Dream:
I received a calling the middle of
the night from June who tells me that I was right about her hanging tight
and pushing through. She said things were tough for a day or two but now
things seem lighter and she is having a much better time.
I am in a taxi cab and the driver is a black actor I recognize but don't
remember who it is now. He is excited because his wife just gave birth to
a new son. During the conversation, he lets me know that Matt Damon and
Ben Affleck are two of his best friends. I am a little surprised so I
start telling him that I have these dreams about Matt and Ben and how I
think I am supposed to work with them somehow and I ask him if he could
pass this information on to them because since they are so famous, it is
hard for me to get to them and explain without seeming like a crackpot or
stalker. I think he agrees to do this.
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| Multi-Colored
Balloons |
November 25,
2000 |
|
The Dream:
I am floating on multi-colored
balloons. Three is a family that I think is mine watching. I am showing
them tricks, how to rise, how to fall, how to float with the balloons. I
am dancing with the tree limbs, snagging a limb and twirling myself around
it. I float to a branch and tip toe / dance across it. I float down to the
ground. A little boy is there that I assume is my brother. He wants to
float. He has filled up some fresh new balloons for me and he wants to use
my old balloons. My family needs to get going now so they ask that I get
the boy to them later. I think I am meeting them in Atlanta. There is a
hospital and the boy wants to peep in at the people and I tell him ok but
be very careful because these people are ill, some maybe dying and we
don't want to startle or upset them. We float up past the hospital windows
and then carry on our way to meet the rest of the family. We are floating
over farm land and I keep wondering if we will have enough helium to make
it all the way through the night before we run out.
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| Alien
Invasion |
November 25,
2000 |
|
The Dream:
Tanya is about 5 years old and we
are in this big airport hangar because something big is happening and we
are seeking shelter. We have to raise white flags to signal that humans
are in the hangar and we are safe. We are standing outside looking at the
sky and it is full of tiny lights in the night and we know it is human and
alien aircraft and that there has been some kind of battle. A group of
people come in and start to direct us to the food line. They are taking
groups of 20 or so at a time. It reminds me of a concentration camp type
of maneuver. Tanya and I are the last of our group and as they direct us
through the door and close it behind us, I get this feeling that something
is not right. There are people on the floor scrubbing the floors to remove
the human foot prints that were left by the last group. I tell Tanya we
have got to hide because I think that aliens have taken over and they are
going to kill us. So we take off down the halls and end up in this small
closet hiding behind water bottles when Andy appears in the closet. They
had separated the men and women earlier so this is the first time I have
seen him and he says he is one of the lucky ones because he was appointed
some sort of commander and that we should hide out in nature where they
will have a more difficult time finding us and that he will cover us while
we run. Tanya and I run to the trees and I find a place for her to hide
while I go for help. I remember being worried about her because she is
only 5 and too little to fend for herself for long and I don't know where
I need to go for help but I am hoping (trusting) that she will be ok until
I get back.
Small piece where I am laying in a bed and it is like my bedroom but has a
hotel feel to it. Andy and Carl keep morphing into each other and I am
trying to get a dr. pepper with ice in it but the ice keeps melting and
then it is warm again. I am talking to Carl and then there is a commotion
across the hall and I hear Rics voice and when I turn back to Carl it is
Andy and I comment on what a raucous his brother seems to be making.
Andy and I and a friend of his are standing at a vending machine and the
guy is talking about how he has to set a code so that Ric is limited by
how much he can retrieve from the vending machine because Ric is always
taking his limit whenever he gets the chance. He tells Andy he has set it
for $1.65 and Andy says yeah but what if Ric needs to make a phone call or
get food or something and the guy says yeah, you are right and Andy
suggests he set it at $1.78 and they start laughing because and extra .13
isn't really going to do Ric much good. so its not like Ric is really
getting much help but they think it is hilarious. The guy finally sobers
up and says well what if Ric needs gas or something so they decide to set
it at $5.00.
We are in church and there is a banquet from the goods donated from the
needy. A small group of people have ordered pizza because they don't like
the food and Andy decides to have pizza. I go get a plate of turkey and a
brownie and they have this mambo size rice crispy treat and I get it
too. Then I set my food down and go back for coffee. There is an older
woman there and I remember she says something kind of sarcastic and I
rebuttal and it is funny but I don't remember what it was.
There is a piece about CIC and checks and somebody who should not be privy
to the payroll has the reports tucked up under their desk as if they
didn't realize it had the hourly rate on them. I think they may not have
known but I am suspicious anyway because it was obvious to me the numbers
were there.
I am with some guy and I thought I had taken my boots off but as we are
going up this enormous staircase, I realize that I am stark naked. I look
really good. I am not self conscious about this but do find myself a bit
puzzled that I thought I had only taken my boots off and here I am naked.
There is some sort of alien thing attached to this sequence too but I
don't know what it is. I find a door, as I am trying to hide from
somebody, and there is a tiny key in the door so I open it and go inside.
There are stairs leading up but there is a bed stuck right in the middle
of the room in front of me. The layout of the apartment is a studio, in a
circle, and you have to crawl across the bed to get to the rest of the
apartment. I think the alien thing is upstairs. I remember dressing it
with a mask and baseball uniform to make it look like a little boy and I
expect to see it in a lump of stuffed animals like ET in the movie. It
seems the pursuers are getting closer and there is suddenly a dog laying
on its back on the bed. I am trying to keep it quiet so it doesn't give me
away.
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| Crazy
Woman Secret |
November 27,
2000 |
|
The Dream:
I am at a fork in the road. Andy is
driving. There are many choices. I tell him to take a sharp right as the
road seems to be the most direct to where we are going. We are driving
along a creek bed and we just passed a stag struggling in the water. I
thought it odd but didn't say anything. Then we saw a doe dart across the
bed and Andy is all like that was cool. I said, didn't you see the stag in
the water and he says no. So we turn around to go back so he could see it.
The stag was caught and sinking in the water. It would kick up enough to
raise its head out of the water and get a breath of air then sink back
below the surface. When we saw what was happening, we ran over and I told
Andy to grab it by the Antler and the front arm and lift at the same time.
The animal looked really desperate as though it couldn't make it much
longer. The next time it kicked up, Andy and I lifted and it came right up
out of the water, very easily. We pulled it to safety and it immediately
climbed onto wobbled legs and took off. We followed it around a curve in
the road and there was a house with people. There is a rabbit in the front
yard and it is pretty much ignoring us all. We start talking about the
deer and my aunt says she just had to take 2 raccoon into the country
because her friend had them and they were too mean to keep. She thought
this farmer friend of hers could handle them but they were too rough even
for him. So I asked if they set them loose in the woods and she says no.
"I didn't want to tell my friend this but I think he had to killed
them."
There is a short section where I am putting on a pad and I realize I
already have a nice clean white pad attached to my panties but I put the
new one on over the old one anyway.
I thought a person was giving birth but when the scene is done, I am
cleaning off a kitten. I have it in the sink running warm water over it.
We are in a hospital setting, it is sterile and clean. I am surprised at
how big the kitten is and it is crawling up my chest trying to cuddle.
A bunch of people on a bus, some crazy woman driving. She has to kill
everyone so the "Secret" won't be revealed. She is trying to
drive the bus off a cliff. I flashback to pick up pieces and I have an old
78' brownish orange (did I mention ugly) Monte Carlo. Its in the shop and
they try to take a look at it. The cars are packed in side by side. As I
try to pull my car out, I almost scratch this cherry red and white
convertible corvette, old style, beautiful vehicle about a 67 or 68'. You
know the type I am talking about. They make me wait to pull the nice car
out first and then I pull my piece of crap out.
I am waking up and it is around 1. I have a hair appointment but it was
scheduled for 1 and now I am like, oh crap do I go, do I not go? My hair
dresser is already mad at me for coloring my own hair and not showing up
the last appointment. I figure late is better than never. I get there and
I am in a tank top and she is asking me what size my bra is. I said well,
like this I am about an A-, with a good padded bra I am about a B. My hips
still look fat though my top looks skinny. She starts looking at my hair
and I am telling her how it blends better each time I wash it and I think
I am just going to let it go natural. So all she is going to do is cut and
shape it up. I am a bit afraid of her because I don't want her to be mad
at me for doing my own hair, because I love her, and she is giving me this
slight disapproving look for handling things on my own. She takes me to
her living room and we are talking about her favorite old romance movies
and I watch a full show (I swear in the dream) of Fred Astair, Ginger
Rogers. Some old stars who they have basically cut the old movies down to
about 50 minute sections and turned them into a gift box set with
shortened versions of each movie. It was kind of a unique idea. They had a
name for the series but I don't recall it at the moment. I am sure that
John Wayne, Clark Gable were in the shortened version. It seems like there
were 5 movies to a set.
We are in a shop gathering. Even though the crazy bus and the hairdresser
seem to not be connected to this, it is actually one long piece and it
moves in a circle and this gift shop is actually the climax explaining
about the crazy woman and the "Secret". We are supposed to meet
someone for dinner. I am sampling some mints they have set out. They are
ok but nothing to brag about. The group gets there and we are exploring
the building. It seems that something is happening that doesn't seem quite
right. We split up and each room is booby trapped. Something about toxic
tape, poisons and trapping people in microwaves. Two of us get trapped and
locked into the rooms and me and Pan make it through the maze. We are
walking down the street and there is a basia song playing. I think it is
cruising for bruising but the line is something about a second chance. I
get a second chance or I don't I am not sure which.
There was a piece about Tanya, travel and her new job and her old boss.
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| Fanny
Mae |
November 26,
2000 |
|
The Dream:
I am in Broad Ripple and they have a
small shop area built over the canal and I am going through this area
where there are vending machines set side by side. I see one that has
Fanny Mae candy in it and they have my favorite wafer thins. I am digging
around for change because I know I have the money. Its only $.75 and I
find two quarters and other coins but I need three quarters. As I continue
to look for change, a commotion or something occurs and one of the guys is
pointing out to me that Mr. Ansty, my old college counselor, is just
leaving. For some reason, I get the feel that he died or retired and I
tell them what a shame it is because he was such a strong support for me
in college, helping to guide me to the right courses. It seems like I do a
momentary morph to an auditorium where I am giving an obit then I am back
at the machine trying to get my candy because I still haven't found an
extra quarter even though I know I have it. At some point later, I
remember walking through the grass and find a nickel and two pennies.
Insights and
Interpretations:
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| LSAT |
November 28,
2000 |
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The Dream:
I am in my old HS Gym and it must be
tumbling week because, even though I seem to be my current age, I am doing
Arabians and hand springs and backbends all over the place. I remember
that I can do simple ones like the tripod for easy one pointers. I am
amazed at how much I can still do.
I am standing outside with my brother and some other people and there is
this deer there that seems awfully friendly. They have been petting it and
when they go to hug it, it wraps its front paws around them like it is
hugging it back. I hug it and it almost takes me to the ground. I was
thinking that something doesn't seem quite right about it when I look down
and see that there is blood spots on my knee. I start to tell the people
that there is something wrong with that deer and are they sure that she
isn't ill or something. When suddenly, the deer starts acting even
stranger and two fetus' drop out of her. Well, everybody is like wow that
was cool and the deer is looking at the babies as if she didn't realize
this was about to happen. I start over to try and help her but then she
starts to lick their little faces to take the placenta off their noses so
they can breath. They look fine. I remember telling everybody that 2 fawns
are actually quite common in the wild.
I am on a roof top. Raquel is playing music and I have pompoms. I am with
a small group and we are doing dance steps all over the place to Spanish
and rap music. I am trying to teach Ron / Carl Jr. dance steps but he is
having a hard time following instructions.
I am huddled on the floor, maybe going through a file cabinet when my
sister drops down and tells me that she just passed her LSAT. She is
really excited. Then another girl is between us and she says she just
passed her LSAT and I say, gee that is weird because my friend Kate just
passed her LSAT a few weeks ago.
The next thing I knew, I am arguing in front of a judge and I must be a
prosecuting attorney. I am telling him that the defendant has had 12
arrests and it is not even as if we are arguing whether he did it but how
much time he has to serve as punishment. I seem to be taking the stand
that we have been too lenient in the past and 12 is just too many.
Insights and
Interpretations:
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| Garden
Radishes |
November 28,
2000 |
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The Dream:
I am at MMI and they have hired a
part-time accounting girl. I am surprised and wondering if they want me to
teach her the payroll. I am standing in the front office and I go out to
my car, I guess I am leaving, and as I walk away I notice I am completely
naked and I know the guys must be watching through the glass windows. I
don't have a pretty body either but a normal body with all the cellulite
and fat bare to the world. I raise my chin proudly and get into my car
where I have clothes that are bagged for Goodwill and I pull out an orange
tank top and an orange flowing dress and put them on.
I have two cats and somehow one of them has had a kitten and I don't know
how this can be because they are both fixed but I think it belongs to
Chelsea. Then the kitten has a kitten and I am really confused and by the
time it is all done, I have my two adult cats and 4 kittens. Six cats in
total and I am trying to figure out what to do with the new ones because I
obviously have to keep the old ones.
I walk past a scene from Halloween where they have shadow painted as men
hanging in a noose. It is real elaborate and I am trying to figure out why
they have gone to so much trouble as Halloween has technically already
passed. I walk around the side of the yard and my house is next door and
they have graveled alot of the yard for cars to park. I remember thinking
they have graveled into my yard partially and think about telling them
they can use part of my yard up to a certain point so they don't mess up
the rest of my yard.
I am walking through old streets and it seems like I am pursuing or being
pursued by a man. I stop at a house and it seems the mans wife lives
there. I have been searching for some herbs or roots and I can't remember
what kind but they look like green onions and the roots are real shallow
and when I go to pick them they kind of all right out of the ground. There
is a garden and they have huge radishes growing in the trees. I go to pick
on but from the ground I can not see the radishes. All I see are grape
type things and tomatoes so I settle for a tomato.
Insights and
Interpretations:
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| Flea
Market |
November 29,
2000 |
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The Dream:
There is a group on the beach and
someone has warned me about the big cat that hides in the cave. So, as we
are exploring, we round this rocky corner and sure enough a big spotted
leopard is pacing back and forth in front of the cave. I don't feel very
threatened by the cat, however there is a crab, a huge red thing scurrying
around in a freaky kind of pattern and this thing looks rather unpredictable.
I don't recall fear so much as caution with it.
I am walking through a huge flea market. I am a bit disturbed at the
conditions the people are camping in. It looks like they live there all
the time and pull their wares out when visitors come though. They are
sleeping in lean-tos, mattress on the ground. We go in to a show room, my
sister Linda is there and we are looking for something. I end up separated
from the rest and they have a porcelain handle that hangs on one of the
kitchen doors and I take it down and ask where they have more of these
handles but the girl says they don't have anymore so I can just take the
one they have for free. The lead saleswoman comes over all frustrated
because I am taking something they don't sell but since they don't
have them and the girl already gave it to me she had no choice but to let
me take it.
We are at someone's apartment and I have carried in a painting that I did
and leaned it against the couch. There is a recliner in the middle of the
room. Feels like Andy and Chuck are here with me and we are waiting for
some others to show. Seems like we are talking about money, how
much for gifts or rent or something.
I am in Fishers looking
for Jennifer Lucas. When I find her, she tells me that she and
Dan have gotten divorced and she no longer lives in the old house.
She keeps changing from Jennifer to Mary Jo and I am trying to figure out
the connection other than the fact that they are both divorced.
She seems a little irritated with me. As I try to go back
down 69 toward the office, the highway is extremely congested and I
thought I was going to go back roads but find I am merging into traffic.
It almost seems that my lane may be relatively free of traffic.
And, I might be able to get to my exit without getting tangled up
in the other traffic.
I am meeting Darlene at a restaurant. We have parked next to each other
and gone inside and when we come out, I keep clicking my keys to
set my alarm off but nothing happens. We can't find our cars. We
finally find Darlene's car and it looks like it has been pushed over the
hill onto the grassy area but then Dar says, no she parked it that way.
Then a waitress came out and said that they sometimes have to move
vehicles and my car was in the back. They drove me around to where it
had been moved.
Insights and
Interpretations:
The first paragraph was significant
to me because the description of the crab reminded me specifically of the
powerball. Which, if you have looked at any of my other dreams
then you know that the lottery is something I try to work on specifically.
The information in that section was specific, telling me that it moves in
a freaky sort of pattern and that it is pretty unpredictable. Not
being one to be discouraged...this information gave me enough to work with
to go on a little meditative search for more answers. Lets say I
found enough of the pattern to win back some of the money that I had
invested into the lottery this week, as a matter of fact...$17 which is $4
more than I have won in the past 5 weeks...so I think I am on the right
track for this pattern thing. Also, the implications of the traffic
on 69 could be significant in the same manner because I am creating an
avenue that many people don't travel.
The only thing that
stands out for me in the rest of it is my car being moved at the
restaurant. Telling me that a certain avenue, or vehicle for me has
been slightly altered. I am finding that sometimes dreams are
telling you what is being offered in the near future and sometimes it is
what is coming. Two different things...some things are coming and
you can't get out of the way of it, and other things are things you will
notice and have the opportunity to turn away from if you choose.
After adding the Fishers piece and the aspect of the divorced women, I
think I am also being encouraged to divorce myself from a situation in my
life (I think it might be the way I do work). I see in later dreams
that I am having to "kill" of parts of myself which would follow
along the same lines.
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| Water
Slide Mountain |
November 30,
2000 |
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The Dream:
A young man and a young woman
(sometimes I am the woman). We start by seeing the scene backward. There
is a struggle on a waterslide. The woman goes first down the slide
followed by the man. A dog is forced onto the slide by another man (who I
refer to as the killer). This man is pursuing them. At one point, he
catches up to them, a struggle ensues, they break free and continue down
the slide. The killer has already killed two people and I think he has
stuffed them in the back of the woman's car. Somehow during the struggle,
the killer has kicked the mans beautiful cherry old car, red and white
convertible over a cliff.
At the bottom, the woman runs for help to her car and uses her cell phone.
(we see both scenes at the same time of the woman calling for help and the
man struggling with the killer). People are standing around and someone
asks where she thinks the dead bodies are and she replies, probably in the
trunk. Her purse and personal possessions are in the car covered by paper
towels.
The cops show up and trap the killer as the man and woman are reunited.
One of the female cops sees the woman and says, "Oh thank God, you
are alright. I thought you were a student from my women's defense class
this week". Then the cop explains how they trapped the guy at the
bottom of the slide as he tried to escape and we go through the entire
slide scene again. Maybe to pick up additional details like the killer is
having the dog attack them on the way down and the slide is like a fake
mountain that a toboggan would normally go down but they don't have
toboggans. Anyway, the man and woman survive and are at home, in the guys
garage. He starts talking about his cherry car and "wait until she
gets a load of it". She is like, "ah honey, remember your car
went over the cliff." And he says, "Oh that old
thing"...kind of teasing her. And she is like what do you mean. In
the corner of the garage he shows her this white Ferrari, he calls it a
Ferrari but I am certain this is too old to have been. It looks like a
1930's car, white shag carpet all over the interior and Plexiglas affixed
to the outside of the car to protect the bodywork. She is like Oh my God!
They go for a drive and he cranks up the stereo, literally, there is a
crank you use by rubbing your hand over the dashboard in a circle and the
victrola plays in a CD player type of devise while simultaneously opening
compartments on the armrest. She is thrilled and cranks the victrola for a
moment herself. I can feel her hand rubbing around the crank buried in the
dashboard.
They are driving and he is referring to an old student he used to have,
when suddenly they are in an old black vehicle with a rumble seat facing
the back of the vehicle. The student he was just referring to is there
with an old man and they are in the vehicle also. The guy is giving them
pointers on how to take care of the car. On closer inspection, the vehicle
looks more like an old buggy that has been restored and the guy comments
on what a nice piece it was and did the young boy ever see his. We are
suddenly standing in front of a white carriage, with the open canvas top
made from a gauzy veil like curtains that can be laid back when not being
used as a top. It looks like something out of Cinderella. The young guy
says, "Sir, might I ask where you acquired such a magnificent piece?
For I was the one who restored it." and the man says, "well son,
remember when we first met and I said that I have been doing this type of
work for 13 (generations, families) something. Well, I was the
researcher." Apparently, the man had this carriage that he had
researched and restored to a certain point and then the young boy had come
as a student and the man had taught him how to paint it white and restore
the intricacies.
There is another small piece about the man and woman looking at a movie
marquee and the movies playing are initials like MI2 or something. I think
this is before the whole chase down the mountain scene.
I am walking in Greenwood with Tina and we stop at a McDonalds and get
iced coffee and cherry pie. We are going to cross the highway where they
have really built up the shopping area so we can have dinner. I am
thinking they must have a connecting cross walk either under the road or
over the street to the other side, under - I figure as I can not see the
one over. There is a new steak house on the other side, Slocums or Whiskey
River. I know I have eaten at one before in Atlanta and it was excellent
but this one is new and I didn't even know they had them in Indiana.
Insights and
Interpretations:
This dream is another movie dream,
laid out in detail. What I see as possible significance is again the
vehicles involve. Normally, I look at this as job opportunities or
something along those lines. This would indicate that a job I might have
really liked has passed by me. However, I have a much nicer job coming up
(or a nicer avenue of getting around). What is very much interesting is
that it might be saying that I will be pulling from resources from my
youth or even from a different life time as the old cars and carriages
might tend to offer in the way of a clue. Might also be a talent I have
not used for some time. Should be interesting to see how this all unfolds.
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